I'm anxious today. It's like that feeling when you're a kid at a sleepover. Everyone else in the room is peacefully asleep, but you're still awake-- fantasizing about the creatures that are lurking in the dark, sweating bullets inside your sleeping bag… when everything around you shuts down for the night but your mind can't turn off, your imagination seems to leap into action and your thoughts are amplified. It's agony in boredom-- like listening to the same song over and over, or sitting in a dark, silent room by yourself. It's unnerving.
Today, I can't say I am bored; I'm actually up to my neck in school work. Maybe I'm just restless. A creative outlet would be nice but I don't have time for that. Hell, I don't even have enough time to finish this blog. I should've started studying hours ago.
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